Don't Bother...

Don't Bother...

Don't bother asking me how I am or
if you can help me, because you can't,
no one can...

Before you even start to feel sorry for me,
and go on some sort of "wild caring tangent",
be prepared for disappointment...

I come with too much emotional baggage,
Much TOO heavy for you carry,
and there is no way it can all fit through the door...

Let me bear this crushing weight,
and this heavy burden on my own,
like the one before you and the ones before that...

Don't bother pretending to be an Angel,
when all you are is a Demon in disguise,
ready to devour my soul like so many others...

Like a parasitic Vampire,
feasting on my warm blood and my pulsating heart,
feeding off me until I am all dried up and worthless...

My so called friendships,
come and go quickly,
so don't waste your time and or mine...

As quick as it is to strike a match,
and to blow it out,
it has already been ignited and extinguished...

Quicker still to pour gasoline all over me,
light it and watch me burn in agony,
leaving only ashes in my wake...

So easily to be gotten rid of,
so easily to be forgotten,
blowing in the wind scattered and lost...

If I could have a dollar,
for everyone who thought they really cared,
but then so easily left me, I would be rich...

Don't try to be heroic as a complete stranger,
and reach your hand out to me to stop me from falling,
because all I will do is drag you down with me...

I should come with a warning label,
"Do not come too close,
or else catch what I have"...

I am Trash, I am Filth, I am Failure, I am Trouble, I am Disgrace,
I am what your worst nightmares are made of,
just stay far far away...

Pain, Hatred, Jealousy, Sadness, Regret,
these are the emotions and thoughts,
that come MOST natural and easiest to me...

Don't feel sorry for me and take a chance,
because soon you will feel sorry only for yourself,
you HAVE been warned...

Like I said before,
do yourself a favor,
don't bother.....